Last episode of Doctor who with David Tennant brought me to tears. Reminded me all to well that our life and the people in it is fleeting. And in the end no matter what, we are left alone. At first it made me really sad, but then I thought… If I can make my life beautiful enough…maybe it won’t be so bad to be left alone with those wonderful and beautiful memories during my last hour. Left alone, with nothing but the echoes of what was, Who I was, am and will forever be. At such a young age, what better motivation is there than that, to make my life as wonderful as I can for myself, while I’m here on this earth.
«You’ll grow old at the same time as me?»
LIVE FOR THIS MOMENT
So now that I am disconnected from the prying eyes and hovering disapproval of my family, I have never felt more free and my anxiety has gone down significantly. It’s amazing. I’m excited instead of terrified of life. I can honestly say I feel true happiness. It’s a nice feeling compared to the fake face I’ve put on for so many for so long.